To the stars

We are going to live very differently if we start looking more often at the night sky. Imagine it is the beginning of summer. A July summer night. You are at the beach, on a mountain or in the city. You can be the busiest person and you can be the most careless one, but that doesn’t matter when you look up at the night sky full of bright stars which may seem like small shiny dots. It’s like someone has spilled a jar full of glitter on a black piece of paper. Wherever you look this is all you see. Dark, beautiful and endless. At some point you start losing yourself. Don’t be afraid to lose yourself, you can always come back of course only if you want to. This will help you to start thinking in a different way. Different than your everyday thoughts. You start forgetting where you are, who you are and you realize that doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter who you are on the Earth because when you look up you become whoever you want to be. You become the person you have dreamed to be your whole life. You don’t have any limits anymore. Imagine while you are looking up someone or something somewhere in the Universe is also looking at the same sky and wishes it can be like you. It is incredible that we know almost nothing about that shiny black wall and what is it hiding and probably we will never find out, but it is always interesting to step outside our comfort zone and think about this. The possibilities are endless and the best thing is that we will never find out. That’s why it can be whatever we want it to be. Anything we want, everything we don’t have or anything we want it to be.

A lot of people search for an escape from the reality they live in everyday and this is probably one of the best escapes. It can open your eyes for a lot more possibilities. If there is a time where you feel like you want to run away just look up. This will always be your world, shaped only by you. Everything will be okay there. Go for a little bit it will help you. It is even better if you do it more often. It is important to disconnect from reality from time to time otherwise we will go insane and the stars are the most beautiful way to do that.

There was a time when I was also searching for an escape and I found it when I started looking at the beautiful night sky. I liked it way too much and I never came back…

 

Hello

I know this usually is someones first post, but it will be my third. 

So, hello. I am an 18-year-old girl. I live in Bulgaria (for now). I am shy and introverted and I can’t express my feelings so I do it trough my writings. I actually started writing about two years ago when I felt I have absolutely no one I can actually talk to. At some point I felt like I was going crazy I would explode if I don’t get my thoughts out of my system. That’s when I decided to try and write them down. It helped. I felt a lot better and normal again. Two years later I still don’t have a lot of friends and people I can talk to, but now I have writing. Every time something happens and I can’t tell anyone, I write it and I feel better again.

Also music is a big part of my life. I always listen to the lyrics of a song and a lot of them have actually helped me. Even if it is just to see that I am not the only one feeling this way and there is always hope. I also want some day to be that for someone with the things I write. I know it can be really hard to express what you are feeling so it will be great if someone finds themselves in some of my writings and maybe help them see they are not alone and even they may start thinking in a different way and know in the end it always gets better. 

For now this is from me.